It's Yule time peeps so rejoice for the good things in life... that's what I would say if I was feeling in the least christmassy... but alas I am not... Christmas just doesn't have the "X-Factor" it used to... I used to be incrediably ecxcited about christmas when it came around... but now?... I don't know... all the songs... all the artifical gestures of "Merry Christmas" and "Happy Holidays"... It's just become this sickeningly commmercialised day of materialism and greed that even Atheist, like my self, Agnostics and people of different religions celebrate it...
I don't know... Maybe I'm just a big ol' scrooge... I just remember the days of Santa and the anticipation I felt on christmas eve... the "magic" just isn't there anymore... and another thing is that I hate the idea of christmas on crutches... I hope my second surgery comes soon...
This post has probably depressed the hell outta ya but I couldn't give a crap... ah what the hell... it's christmas... here's something to cheer ya up...

Sayonara,
Alpha
